Friday, April 29, 2011

cIntakU haNya sEmeNtaRa....tP aQ appY beGini :)

Dari zaman skola rendah lagi aq mmg xlyn cgt cnte2 nep...perhh! aman dunia taw...sedap! appy! alahai...senang cter aq nak blk smule zmn 2...time form 1 ermm pe bnde "couple" uw...?? bese r dak skema an...pe yg taw...haha...ble tgk membe2 ade bf.." weh! pe yg sedap cgt ade bf ?? alahai..aq ase xp'lu kot...skola dlu r...lipat ken un xbtoi..ade aty nk cnte2"..hahaha...mmg cm 2 r bese jaw aq akn dgr...time form 2...lg r...aq mkin galak ngan idop aq tnpe lelaki yg aq syg n cntai...<3 ...huahua...sometime i feel need someone...tp pe gne law kte xsdie an...?? so abaikan je r psaaan 2...setan blake uw...hehe yeahh!! time form 3....mslh aq 1 je...need more time to repeat all subject...huahua...EXAM!!...seyes ckp...tkot!


Jeng...jeng....haa!! time nie r strt cnte dak2 aq...haha...form4...nie laa pdoh law 1st time cnte...adoihhh...!! kne pksa2...sbb bodo cgt r aq time...tp laz2...2 kali ptos...sbb mamat uw...tah r...pengikis uet aq kot...mjur xknl lme...law x mau bankrap sgale jns tauke...hahaha..tah cmne aq leh t'terima plak dye uw...btw PJJ je...(percintaan jarak jauh)...haha...tp time aq ptos uw rsw dye wt bnde gler je...tp ne r nmpk an...aii...wt pe pk xelok an....smpai situ je r hbgann kteowg...

smpai r satu masa...membe lama jmpe smle...kteowg un mcj r cm bese...but one day dye bg sowg membe dye...oke! xkesa...kwn je r...p2 xlme dye cm seyes..oke! go on je...p'nh r gak one day dye men2...ckp "spe syg awk...kte kwn je an" perhhh!! pe mslh mamat nep...gram un ade...but leh plak dye ckp..."syg! BANG BANG BOOM! " erghhhh...mmg nk kne cepuk..hahaha...tp relationship xthn lme un...coz law xserasi cm ne nak go on kan....so let it go bebeh !


laz couple ku...skola dlu time form 1 lg owg ckp dye comey ! tp aq xknl dye lgsg....hakhak...bese r t'lbh skema...hahaha....time form 3 kot sme kelas....jap je kot....aq un time 2 xp'nh lak b'ckp ngan dye ase2 nye...well aq nep susa ckit nk ckp ngan dak laki xbpe rpt....hehehe...nek form4...?? t'sme kelas plak....so 2 taon sekelas....ble dh nek form 5 he make me fall in love wif her sweet talk ! nice gler taw...hahaha...aq ingat lg...dye tipoo aq ckp yg mcj ngan aq 1 mlm pak sdre dye....hahaha...well...bengang r gak an beb...laz2 paz dye taw aq mara dye tros trg...tgk! dh sala bru nk jjur...mjur r xbunuh diri...hahaha...n time 2 r dye bg taw cmue....sweet ! nice ! love ! cyg !...huh ! cmue ade laa....but one day he make me cry again....(!_!)...1st time aq ase t'tpoo cgt....dye ade owg len...!! what are u doing b...??...aq ase cm luruh aty nep....krja bio ats meja un xfokus...mjur r xde yg psan time aq nges at blkg klas....




time 2 aq pk..."so okay...dye ada hak...lbh bek aq lpekan dye"...but....pg ecok he try to explain everything....nice b...tp awk xtaw mlm 2 sya ase is better i'm not looking u anymore...! n 1st time scare face to face....awk ckp....syg awk...!! hahaha....gilos tol....hahaha malu sy....hehehe.... n one day...awk mcj lg...suh sy tros trg ...sy xtaw pape....n awk cter sbot nme dak yg awk mksd an...time 2...awk xtaw...sy sdey ngan sikap awk....awk xcye sy....ermmm...dh laa lme xmcj...p2 kne mara2 plak....tp sy ingat g pe yg membe awk ckp....xpe r...kte oke smule !




zue maafkn mael....awk ! kjot sy...pg2 bute awk mcj cm 2....n kte mcj cm bese...n awk bg taw...awk mcj dye...ermmm psaan 2 dtg lg....awk usaha pjuk an...tp sdikit sbyk bnde 2 tggl kesan kat sy...xpe...awk bkn taw n xp'lu taw cmue 2....n smpai r 1 ary....awk biar sy sorg2...sy xtaw pe slh sy....smggu awk diamkan diri...
cian kat membe2 awk...sy tnye dyeowg...sory !....awk mcm mara kat sy....kte dh cm alien time 2....hahaha...muler2 awk kuar an relationship...p2 alamak! awk relationship ngan owg len....tp sblom 2...ayt t'akhir awk juz "baek larh...kte ptos".... sy ingat...smpai skrg..............




cinta aq slalu b'akhir dgn duka....
cinta aq penuh dgn tangisan...
cinta aq selalu dipermainkan...
kerna aq sendiri tidak pndai menilai cinta sebenar...
bnde bese jd pd aq...
t'ingat kamoo cmue...
namun ku tau...
tiada guna melakukan seperti itu...
sedangkan kamoo gembira...
benarkan aq jua gembira...
terima kasih sgt2 pada 3 ex-boy ku...
korg tetap membawa pelbagai kegembiraan....
walau sementara.....
terima kasih sgt...
maafkan aq jika spnjg perhubungan kita...
tiada yg istimewa dpt ku beri selain hnye sekeping aty yg lemah ini !




perpisahan bukan lg melemahkan aq....tetapi membuat kan aq supaya sedar betapa cinta manusia xkekal....
bye cyg2 ku !
i love alone...n being single again....

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